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Rebirth

Time for me to put up one of the most honest and realest blogs you have ever seen from me. Since my break up at the end of 2011 I really haven't discussed it. I closed the door, shoved it under the rug and just kept my fingers crossed that every time I went out no one would ask me where 'he' was. I am sitting here looking at the last year. The things that have changed and decided it was time to write this...

In that relationship we had it all planned out: goals, dreams, cars, kids, marriage and more. I thought I had met the man that I was going to spend the rest of my life with and I started living just that way. As though this was my husband and he was going to be at my side through it all, no matter what...

WRONG.

Life isn't that easy.. I should have known that but my happiness and desire for a real committed relationship clouded my decisions at the time. I won't discuss the details of  the break up or intimate details of the relationship but I will say it was …

Good Morning...

It's 8:43am on a Friday morning and I have been up since about 6am. Normally I would not be so happy about this but I am starting to adjust to this limited sleep schedule as my body gets used to this medication. I actually got a full night of sleep last night which doesn't happen often and I'm going to the movies today for the second time this week :)

Just wanted to put a little blog up today about the importance of appreciating every moment.. the good the bad and the in between. Life knows how to throw some curve balls which can leave us second guessing a lot of things but truth is those are times we usually learn the most. If every moment in life went exactly how we expected it to, how boring would that be? We don't want to live like the Stepford Wives movies so stop wishing for 'perfect' or 'normal' because the crazy is normal and the lessons we learn are perfect, as long as we take the time to pay attention...

I always tell people think outside of y…

I did it again...

Sorry guys.. I did it again. I wrote the last time back in May and have not wrote since then. Well I have started keeping a journal lately and have started new medication for my A.D.D. so goal is to be better at everything, including writing more often. Writing is an outlet for me and while I write facebook posts and tweets, it's not the same as writing a full blog entry, especially when I have a specific topic to discuss. Plus I want to get more interaction with my fans and this is a perfect place to do so!
To touch more on the A.D.D. medicine though...

I put up the following update on fb the other day- 
  I am an adult with A.D.D. Many people think they have it and often times when I mention it I get the same reaction- O I think I may have that too. Some may perhaps but those that don't have no idea whats it is really like. Some are understanding, some just laugh it off and most don't really understand it. Having A.D.D. can be a struggle. The mind is already a crazy place b…

My Fault...

Ok so I have been horrible.. it has been over a year since I posted a blog and thats just unacceptable! Time really can slip away. I knew it had been awhile but a year? Wow...

Wel a lot has changed in my life in the past year and I don't really know where to begin. I guess I will just say the biggest changes are I am now single, moving into a new place with my babies and working a salary position as a Car Rental Manager. I am nowhere I thought I would be when I wrote that last blog and it really make me think about how much life can just change up!

Life is actually better now than it has been in a long time. I am doing something I enjoy doing and believe I am good at as well. I started a new vLog awhile back and my friend Sheryl took over as a sponsor and now has Mz. Pop'arazzi shooting the vLog. We go on location once a week to a different event, discuss the vent, shoot some interviews and possibly performances and then I close it out letting people know where the events are …