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My Fault...

Ok so I have been horrible.. it has been over a year since I posted a blog and thats just unacceptable! Time really can slip away. I knew it had been awhile but a year? Wow...

Wel a lot has changed in my life in the past year and I don't really know where to begin. I guess I will just say the biggest changes are I am now single, moving into a new place with my babies and working a salary position as a Car Rental Manager. I am nowhere I thought I would be when I wrote that last blog and it really make me think about how much life can just change up!

Life is actually better now than it has been in a long time. I am doing something I enjoy doing and believe I am good at as well. I started a new vLog awhile back and my friend Sheryl took over as a sponsor and now has Mz. Pop'arazzi shooting the vLog. We go on location once a week to a different event, discuss the vent, shoot some interviews and possibly performances and then I close it out letting people know where the events are going on over the next week and where we will be on location at. I must admit I am REALLY enjoying these vLogs and I feel like I am finally doing something that I thoroughly enjoy!

Theres far more going on though and I will be sure to update more frequently to catch you all up but now this chic is going to BED!

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