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I am just me...

Terms I hate:

Snow Bunny
Becky 

I hate preconceived notions of whats expected of me.. don't tag me with some stereotype. Some image that mainstream media and ignorant rumors have created just because you see the color of my skin. I am me, I love everyone, I am far from perfect but I never set out to hurt anyone, I fully believe that what we put into this world is what we receive from it, I love hard, I'm overly sensitive, I fear success almost as much as I crave it but currently the desire to just be more, do more, and fight for more is what is winning out. My heart has been broken, coated over and shaking pretty bad right now. I'm angry with the world but it also pushed me forward. I am loyal and ride or die when my heart is involved. I am powerful, I am hip-hop and I'm a simple chic from a small city in VA who found herself in a city with potential, a city that accepted and molded me, whose music scene has changed my life, is providing me growth and accomplishments. A city where the waterways are my refuge and the people are my energy. I am VA. I am FL. I am always Duval. I have curves for days, thick lips and hazel eyes. I know my positives and I focus on those because I also know the power of the Law of Attraction and learning how to make my life work for me. I am not some image you can paint in a perfect little box. Some description in the dictionary of a word you have characterized with a certain type of white female.. you see I can only be Kris and that is all I want to be!

Think twice before categorizing me!

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